Tuesday, March 07, 2006
it has been a huge roller coaster ride for me and practically now, i still cant say that im back on track. one minute i am sad, the other im happy..u noe, having these mix feelings and all, are really not helping me that much. there are just too many to account for. in life, work and relationship. my mind is just to tired to accomodate the needs of all.
yet, i have to tell myself each and everyday that i have to stay strong. its all like a game, i cant lose or be defeated. total no no. i m just glad and thank to the almighty for giving me this strength to overcome each and everyday without grieve. at least so, that's how i felt.
im way over him now. thoe i cant deny that i still have that 'thud thud' feeling everytime i bump into him. but i strongly believe that the 'like like' feeling i use to have towards him...is GONE. yeap, no more hurt, no more pain. in actual fact, i got irritated with his childish attitude. every now and then, he never fail to irritate me with his awful words. this time around, i chose not to care..time to grow up mann!!
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im only in love with him. my one and only. he, who is like a backbone to me. without him, i cant see my life as bright anymore. its time that i treasure what i have and not care about others. i love love love love him so much..and only 'The Almighty Allah 'will understand how i truly felt for him. i can just pray for our well-being and that our relationship will blossom into a beautiful sacred garden. i love you my darling..
notty-me @ 6:19:00 PM :: in love..
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