Tuesday, December 06, 2005
i can't digest little bits and pieces of what's going on in my everyday life rite now. everything seems to be complicated..be it in terms of work, love life or family. sometimes i feel like the obstacles are just too hard for me to handle. sometimes i feel like i cant take all these anymore. its just too painful.
its true wat most people said..other people enjoyed the great delicacies while u, end up cleaning the mess they'd left behind. it can be quite a nuisance at times esp when ur handling everything urself. then again, who are we small fry to say anything. we've got to live with it.
urgh!so i do hope things wont get too tangled up at work esp when the situation can be raised up to the hireachy. im not frighten. im just worried..worried that this situation will somehow rather affect my life working here. i noe, people do make mistakes. i did try my best thoe. but i still cant help from feeling worried. all the best to me man!
he is not at work today. he's on a day leave, celebrating his birthday with his madame. yes, did i mention birthday? and seriosly, i am missing him terribly terrible on his birthday. sigh..can u imagine this..one day apart and im already missing him! i cant even think abt the 1 week vacation leave that he's gonna presume soon.so i better get hold of the every single sec spent with him before he leaves for holidaying. yes, i agreed with my instinct, i should let this feeling go and let it died. but can i just enjoyed a lil bit more?
i promise, it will end soon..
notty-me @ 6:00:00 PM :: in love..
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