Sunday, November 06, 2005
sometimes, i felt like i hated my relationship to the max. its like, its not worth it to go on anymore. with the amount of quarreling and mis-understanding and mis-communication..they're not helping 1 bit. sometimes, i do ask myself. should we go on? then again, all these are inevitable. no relationship is perfect. there bound to be ups and down.
but he is one diff guy to handle. he is air-headed with a mouth full of bullets. can shoot causing you a bloody wound. i hate him at times..feels like shooting him back with a real gun. but he is someone i love. how i wish he would be more understanding. having taken more attention to my needs. i felt sad looking at other lovely happy couples. more looking at mine. how i just wish things would be different and lovely. i would never wanna revert my attention elsewhere unless i'm given with no other choice. sigh..
i am missing him..the one whom ive not met nor hear off for almost 3 days. wonder wat he's doing..prob busy visiting relatives. well, its hari raya mah..visiting's a must. furthermore, its the long weekend. so to him, i do hope to hear from you soon.
i miss work. ive not been at work for the last 1 week. yes, i noe..ill be flooded with lotsa datelines to meet. for now, i can only pray to god for my well-being...amin.
notty-me @ 5:08:00 PM :: in love..
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