Wednesday, November 02, 2005
its hard to lay low for a while when you're sharing someting special with (for this case) a m&m. yes, i noe its wrong to even begin with. but then again..things happened. and as a humble human, we can only do so much.
but now, im afraid wat we've been thru, feelings and thots we've shared and all the good things, have got to come to an end. as much as i do not want to, im left with no other choice. i was foolish to let my feelings run astray in the 1st place..when i noe so much that noting gonna come out of it. now, im bearing with the consequences. he got a hunch that his madame kinda suspect sumting in between us and that he wanted us to lay low for the time being. i understand his situation and thus, i've decided to lay low full stop. i mean, i would never wana take any risk here. its better for me to end everything and concerntrate more on my relationship.
i love my other-half. he means the world to me and i love love love him dearly. i just hope things will worked out between us. i do not want to get bored and let things get stagnant. im sorry if i hurt you in any way my dearest. you mean so much to me and i really want things to happen.
for now..lets just say that tings are said, done and over with.
yes, i have to shut you down sooner than expected. im doing wats best for us.
i wish you well~
notty-me @ 2:13:00 AM :: in love..
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