Friday, November 25, 2005
how cool can it be. its already 3am in the morning and my teeny-weeny eyes just cant pin me down to dreamland. urgh~ am i going thru a series of insomnia again. whoah..if u ask me, i never want that to happen. i wanna visit dreamland at an early timing as possible. then again..oh well.
so the moment i step out the elevator, i saw him. farnie..i've always expect that too happen every single morning..but it never does. someone rather, when u least expected it..the unexpected happens, u get what i mean? heh..so there i go..putting up with my speechless silly self, the moment i saw him out of the next elevator. yes, and i really mean it when i say going totally speechless. fyi, i did not even heard that he said good morning to me, till he said, 'dah takde suara ke?'..when i finally felt myself. felt like someone hit me on my head and then only did i answered him with a soft, 'good morning'. haha doink me! i guess he'd noticed my unusual self..so paisey sia~
niwei, we managed to clear the air between us. i dun usually open up myself unless necessary, so when i did..i expected 101% full understanding. so i do hope he does understands where i am coming from and the reason why i always makes such remarks. i hated to feel this way..but like ive said soo many times..who am i to say otherwise. i apologised for being too emotionally attached to you..that when situation like this persist too soon, i had a hard time catching up. but as promised..i will try to get the hang of it aite..
but no matter what..i will always love you~
notty-me @ 2:56:00 AM :: in love..
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