Wednesday, November 23, 2005
he is avoiding me~
no doubt about it. probably, he too realised that it's not worth it. not worth to stay or not worth to be more close. nothing's ever gonna happen. or maybe, he realised that all the feelings involved were noting but lust that will never last.
i truly understand where he's coming from. i used to think just as that before. but now, somehow rather i felt sad that all these is happening a little bit too soon for me to catch up. i mean, after all that we've been true. the closeness that we've shared..is it really true that it's all coming to an END? i really dare not think about it. its too much for me to take.
seriously he is vast changing. he is no longer
'him' that i know of, the last time. and its truly heartbreaking. he dun wait for me every then and nite to go on-line. he dun ask me out lunching nor calls me as and when anymore. now..isnt that call
'change'? *sigh*
i dunoe. why doesnt he just tell me where he's heading to? better than leaving me in the lurch, i rather him telling me straight to my face. at least, like i've said..i know where he is coming from.
or maybe, he wants me to make the 1st step to leave. yes, maybe he is waiting for that moment. maybe the way he reacts are all hints to get rid of me..but me making it as the 1st move. get it?
so now, im left confused..cos i wasnt sure myself..
should i make the 1st move to take a bow??
notty-me @ 1:06:00 AM :: in love..
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