Tuesday, November 08, 2005
1st day of work after a well-deserved super long holiday was a dread.
it took a while for my body and mind to adjust back to the normal working self. looking at the number of emails i have in my mailbox makes me tremble with shock. not to mention the every single action i have to take upon every single email..urgh! then again, i miss work. i miss my koliks even more..haha! so i guess there shud not really be a problem. just that im back to my stressful self and back with working till late nites. oh well..
he will not be at work this couple of days. will only be back on Thursday. seriosly, i do kinda miss him a little. i wonder if he meant it when he said he does miss me. he gave me a quick call during lunch time just to hear my voice and to know how am i doing. i truly appreciates him for the thots. aint he the sweetest being? how i wish for things that cant happen to happen. but sometimes, people just cross each others path only to find that's its not forever to stay. so for now, im kinda contented that i know him. know that he cares for me and am willing to be my listening ear. he's like a confidante to me..
im still praying without fail for my other-half to change his outer-most attitude that i hated so much..i just hope he will treat me better and appreciate me more. i definitely do not want to divert my attention to anyone else..i want it to be fully, him. i understand we did quarrel a lot lately and problems do arises. i do, once in a while think about ending the whole relationship but then again..the love is still so strong to overcome the thots i guess. i do love him lots and from a fren who cared for me and told me this, breaking up isnt the solution to a problem. so lets just see how it goes..
i wont stop praying..
notty-me @ 5:58:00 PM :: in love..
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