Thursday, October 27, 2005
i woke up every morning as one confused woman.
not knowing how to differentiate between the wrong and right. my mind triggers off-line when come to think about it. and i had difficulties tuning in to the real world.
why?? what's wrong with me? am i out of my mind?
it's all about
him doesnt it?
sigh..how i wish i do not feel '
silly' every single moment thinking about
him. i mean..no..i should not be thinking about
him. its wrong. i love my other-half dearly..so wassup with my feelings for
him? sometimes, i regret thinking of how it all started.
maybe i just enjoyed
his company, the way we can click and share views. how
he would go on giving me wise advices when im going thru a mild hurricane. or maybe, i enjoyed
his gentle touch and huge amount of TLC. how i wish my other-half is like
him. understanding my every needs and give me the amount of love i've desired.
then again, i know from the corner of my heart that the special feelings both of us share will never last. it was never meant to be.
he is a m&m remember..maybe, god just let us cross path to feel each other's love. a forbidden love. i dunnoe..the possibilities of "
maybe" can be quite task, come to thing about it...maybe this, maybe that..
for now..i just miss
him..i wonder if
he miss me too.
tata~
notty-me @ 11:34:00 PM :: in love..
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