Tuesday, October 25, 2005
i slept on
him yesterday.
haha..wonder how he's gonna react when he reached ofis later on. hope
he wont be angry. i was busily chatting with
him in nb went i just could not take it anymore and fall asleep flat for almost half-an-hour. woke up only to find that my lap-top's gone on stand by. tried to retrive it back but wats the point, i am already so tired and
he's probably asleep. so, off i go..continuing my journey to dream land. heh..
i wonder how
he is now. does
he still think of me? does
he miss me? i can't tell. but
his action shows that he does..i dunnoe, i can't possibly judge. expressions and feelings can change with time..so i dare not go deeper. i noe thing were never meant to be. it was a mistake to begin with. i blame myself for letting my feelings go astray. but hey, im only human and i can only do so much. i tried not to fall in love with
him but i can't control this damn feelings of mine. the feeling just grows deeper and deeper. urgh! i hate feeling this way. i hate it to the core..but i can't help it..reali. damn! why am i repeating my past mistake?? this situation should not take place at all. no...
then again..
he is so gentel towards me.
he is so loving towards me. i love
him touching me..
but hey..that's not suppose to be you who should be going thru that..nooo..
he's a M&M.
god, help me. pls give me the strength to move on..
i need you.
notty-me @ 1:22:00 PM :: in love..
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